A short history of ULTRA ADHD’s development

(Originally included in the “Sprites and Scripts” ZIP file. This article also contains SPOILERS.)

From the very beginning, ULTRA ADHD was developed without a design doc, a script, or any kind of plan. I just made it all up as I went along.
However, before ULTRA ADHD was a nonsense/random video game, it was a horror game,originally titled “Everyone Dies at the End”.

Instead of being some random schmuck who got themselves tangled in an anti-developer conspiracy, the player took on the role of the Ultimate Moral Authority, appointed by God (an actual fictional God this time), choosing who lives and who dies in a semi-open world during the END TIMES. The eeriness came from the contrast between themes of depression, suicide, futility, and death, and the amateurish, hand-drawn, vibrant artstyle.

The gimmick was that no choice was right or wrong. Someone, somewhere WILL suffer from your decisions. If you don’t kill anyone – there will still people who suffer. If you kill the murderers and the tyrants – there will still be people in despair. The game was a juggling act, akin to that one moral conundrum about a train running over one important person or several unimportant ones.

So if you were wondering why there are so many eyes in ULTRA ADHD, this is why. It was originally supposed to be a horror game.

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“Everyone Dies” evolved into ULTRA ADHD for two main reasons.
One – its scope was enormous. I’m not a person who makes intricate plans for my games, and planning such a wide variety of choices and consequences was going to be hell to develop.
The second reason is that I felt like I could do more with the artstyle, and that the game wasn’t all that scary. Eventually players world pick up on the idea and just say “Oh, everything I do is completely useless. Why play then?”. The atmosphere was eerie, yes, but I felt like I could do something more comedic with it.
And slowly but surely “Everyone Dies” turned from a grim moral choice clusterfuck to a survival horror game with shooting mechanics ripped straight from Resident Evil 4, to a wacky game with no fourth wall.

I’ve been told countless times by fellow developers and entrepreneurs that the way I work on games is unprofessional, that it lengthens the development time and generally makes for an inferior product. And yeah, I admit that if I had stayed on one vision, the 1.5 month development time could be cut in half or more. I also admit that I’d never employ this philosophy in a professional environment.
But when developing (and writing) by the seat of my pants, without a document I worked on for hours and have to commit to, new ideas start blooming during development. Failed concepts turn into strengths. I develop set pieces just because I think they’re cool or fun or I think that they’d fit. I can turn my game concept 180 degrees and still turn out something enjoyable.

And ULTRA ADHD is what happens when I just say “Eh, fuck it” and just puts every single idea I have in one game.

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